Oh my baby – this world is killing me, watching how ugly it can be yet knowing the beauty and love that is there as well. I ache for you, I want so badly to protect your heart and mind from this ugliness, I want to protect all of you from the ugliness.
But my heart aches for the tiny baby you used to be, my arms miss you at this moment and i’m so excited about who you keep forming into.
I pray that I give you the wisdom and depth to make peace with chaos around you. I pray that I am always right where you need me to be as you stumble through this adventure. Above it all, I pray that I keep my eyes wide open to exactly right where we are this moment and I absorb every second of this now that I have with your wonderful little self.
To say I love you, is an understatement.