I need a Brownie…STAT

adulthood misspent youth, funny, growth, life choices

So I think (and by think I mean I know) I have a sugar addiction, I don’t crave chips or anything salty. When I get hormonal, emotional, or stressed – This b*tch needs sugar.

So today I need to go and try to battle Jared Jewelers and their interpretation of their warranty vs. what they told us. Ahh customer service at it’s finest.

AND the biggest deal today – I’m quitting….I’m a quitter.

Quit what you ask?

Birth control.

WHOA.

THIS IS HUGE

I’ve spent the last 3 decades not wanting to get pregnant. like at all. (i guess the first 2 decades don’t really count) So my internal child feels a sense of freedom and excitment at the possibility of this new chapter of my life, while my internal adult is pretty much freaking out-money/responsibility/obligation/freedom.

So the way I work is to always consider every idea that goes through my head, and ultimately I want this, I want my husband’s babies I want a family and a love that only comes from this adventure. What I fear won’t happen – ever – my husband is amazing.

That does not mean I’m not terrified.

On another note – Remi’s a pain, she won’t just lay down and rest, I have to keep yelling at her, I think she’s going to break herself…Please don’t dog, I need you around.

Todays challenge: Do ONE thing you’re afraid to do. Just try it. – well don’t hug a stranger, they may not like it or they may not wear deodorant.

Love to you all.

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Blogging is Silly – but I love Silly.

growth, life, love

Ha, first go at it, but honestly this is a way to talk, grow, and re-live things through my own words, since “quitting” Facebook for good. Like some smokers – i had quit before, and went right back. the illusion that being “in the know” was important, I spent more time scrolling than I had actually thinking. So finally I found my inner strength to really give it a Hev-ho!

ADIOS Social networking, i’ve no need for the addiction it brings to me….oh Hola Bloggin…so weird….

However, I had found out after “quitting” that my pals missed my rants, my witty one-liners, and my brutal honesty passed with love and humility.

so PLEASE enjoy my rants, THEY ARE MINE, and if you don’t agree, that honestly makes me happy, cause we are not clones. I want to grow from myself, from the world, from my lessons and experiences.

Lets see how long it takes to become addicted to my online over-sharing??